BEADING.WIT.BEADS

as we all noe
Fif is getting married next weekend
i noe u all are wondering whos this Fif rite?
well, shes my cousin
her name is Fithrahana
we call her either Fifi or Ana
so lets just call her Fif for now aitte...
well, it will be held at her house in Taman TAR
(will post the piccas once ive taken it)
the theme is MAROON
bought for us the maroon kaen n all. da hantar tailor pon
now da siap n me doing beading for mine n moms
simple2 aje, for now. haha
BTW, me bukak biz baru, that is bwat beading
can tempah, harga, negotiable
just gimme ur design or i can design for u
any inquiries, call
1-300-88-KAO JAHITLAH SENDIRI
daa~



still working on it...


finally, siap la me punye n mama punye setengah... c:

WALKIN.WIT.DADDY.ON.MY.WEDDING.DAY

disebabkan skang tgh sebok2 pilih lagu for Fif's wedding
so i pon da pilih one song for mine
supaye nnt x last minute lahh
haha... wedding pon xtw bile lagi. wee~


BUTTERFLY KISSES - BOB CARLISLE

There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's
daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and
I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her
hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must
have done something right to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.

But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking
little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you
don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong I must have done
something right to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not
sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over...gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"

Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have
done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterfly
kisses-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.

I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.

tak.TENTU.arah

hilang arah

xtawu lahh

pening pale

...mati...

tribute.FOR.the.HEARTBROKEN.girl

saye ade kawan, gurl lahh. kami kawan dr kecik smpai skang n she's my neighbour. well, the thing is, around September kot, she told me that her 7 years sweetheart, whom had brokeup with her thrice, na bertunang dgn die. da hantar parents to discuss n all. she was happy that finally she will marry her first love. the engagement was schedule to be somewhere in Dec. so, i never heard from her until recently after Hari Raya. her father whom is my dad's officemate oso, tell ayah yang engagement tu xjadi sbb dat guy xna. ade perselisihan faham sbb both of them dun agree bout 1 small matter. he broke her off 2 3 days before eid. bengong dat guy! alah, diff human being mesti ade diff views about thing. nme pon manusia kott. to pujuk her, her parents will be taking her n her brother to Bandung. dowg are on the way to LCCT the minute i wrote this. da 3 months, tp still she cries n cries.

The things is this, mase 3 kali breakup dlu, penah this guy bagi alasan bangang: TERLAMPAU BANYAK TANGGUNGJAWAB, SO KENE LEPASKAN SALAH SATU. (sounds very familiar. hah!) eleyh, banyak tanggungjawab MY ASS!! n dpt tw from his fwens, rupenye dat guy ade inner conflict. kene jmpe counselor n undergo therapy. basically, this guy is not rite in the head. note to self n all: klu ade lahh mamat ckp cmni, bia aje die blahh, sbb die bukan terlampau byk tanggungjawab, tp org y xna tanggungjawab n takde tanggungjawab. ye lah, cube pikir balik. senang2 je lepas tanggungjawab sbb xna masalah. kire nye cam no balls lahh. habes tuw nnt, bile da kawen, katelah dwet xcukup bulan tuw, recession pulak, habes tu na tinggal je anak bini mati kebulur??? jgn pulak die bagi alasan, "klu da kawen laen!". xde nye. pale hotak die laen. klu da itu sifat die, itu lah smpai mampos. sbb tu la jadi kes husband tinggalkan family. this is the start. lagi satu, sbb die xbtol, buatnye satu mlm, die cekik kite mse tgh tido, xpasal je. org gile mcm2 boley bwat maaa!

kepade lelaki2 di luar sane yang rase2 ade masalah dgn TANGGUNGJAWAB, well then, u r not yet a man. still a baby who needs mommy around. jadi jgn gatal2 na ade GF sbb pompuan2 neh xsanggup na jage baby lagi. not until they're married to a gentleman. PLS TAKE NOTE!


p/s: selamat ke Bandung. send my warmest regards to Teddy C yach!

CYBER.reunion??

last night kami bwt small reunion. reunion ke? xla sgt. sessi mengumpat dan mengata. besh pule. well, last nite was all about Serting 2001-2005. rmi juge join. as usual, me, Aza n TN started off just mengumpat seseorang dlm conference. then Bob join, them Chem na join plak. Then i think Chem invite Bolat n so ramai. Then Chinox join. Ade Amin plak. At fes, most of us xkenal sape si Amin nihh. Skali die kate die class An Nubala, baru lahh remember. me aje y remember, yang laen blurr especially Aza. saba je lahh. so i have to describe this boy to them. pki spec, tanned. ahha. still blur until that boy bg gamba. bru hengat. last nite mmg best. mcm2 cite kua. dr 'Perla' to secret crushes to vote spe plaing hensem. haha. was nice. even Tikab yang kat France pon join. hehe. teringat lahh skool. maw pulang. i sooooo miss them~

spaghetti.spaghettot

na mandi
mau pegi Carrefour
cari bahan2
bwt spaghetti sauce
daa~

the.kid.with.sand.in.hand

To all kids out there
Who've always felt that they're never heard
Misunderstood and having a feeling that
People just poke holes into things...
Hold on!


To our dearests,
Please learn to trust us
Trust us that we can take good care of ourselves
trust us that we can make the right decisions
For now we are grown ups, 20 years old adults.

We need you to really listen
To what we are saying
Hearing alone is just not enough
Don't come to snap conclusions
Or having what you want to say first
Please do listen.

Dear, we are just like you
In so many ways
We are a part of you
We know because
You raised us
So, don't you trust your own self?
Because we do!
We feel the same way towards you
Like how you feel towards us.

Dearest parents of ours,
Sooner or later, one day
we will fly
But we still love you, no matter how high
No matter how far we've come...



"people are like sand on the shores,
the more you try to hold it tight,
the more it escapes through your fingers.
But if you held it loose, giving it some space
of its own, it will stay,
as long as you cupped your hands"

bebel.aje

na post gamba skett. da lame da piccas nehh. tp hrtu xsmpt na post~






neh mse pegi tgk HSM III. above pic: farahin, kak roza, raziq
below: me n farahin







exam fever... me n zaid. muke me di censored sbb tibe2 ter-bulat sgt plakk! ahaha
parking kat fac smbil menunggu saat2 di soal pade paper exam
management textbook yang di fotostat aje. mhl lahh!



ini xthn. Ikhe makan 2 pinggan skali. ahaha. lepas exam Entrepreneurship, kami pon melantak lunch dekat 12th.


ni la week bz sem ini. tu la, 3 bulan sblom tu bz menggelupur (Ikhe y slalu gune ini). neway, jmpe u guys next sem!!

bosan.sgt

bosan ya amat!
ade rase na mati juge

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cekik diri sendiri
wekkk~

Ditagged.Dill

setelah sekian lame ditagged oleh Dill, baru skang me dpt buat. exam lorhh~
(dill, me)

1. The age you'll be on your next birthday:
22 years old.. wah~
21.. boley dpt key to freedom nehh!

2. Place you want to travel to:
"katne eak syg..??"
ermm... Paris, Barcelona, Bali, Venice etc etc

3. Your favourite place:
hOme sweeT hOme larh.. d rumah bsame keluarga terchenta~
bilik i lah. n bilik air coz boley duk bwh shower lame2! hilang tension beb

4. Your favourite food:
sardine (simple je kn.. bselera giler tau smpi berkali2 ley tmbh nasik.. hahaha)~
for now Smoked Salmon Angelhair from Delicious at Marc Residence. ade y na blnje?

5. Your favourite pet:
meOw2.. kucing r.. tp yg chumel2 je.. tp ibu xbg pelihara.. cuz me allergic.. =(
MIKKI lahh. ne ye yayang tuw??

6. Favourite colour combination:
eiyh same dgn jijie r! black and pink or black n purple or black and red.. ihihi~
ape ekk. any combination will do asalkan chantek suda.

7. Favourite piece of clothing:
ntah~ xtawularh..~
fave ekk? xde kot. tp idaman skang neh adelah knitwear from MNG. only $159. blanje lahh!

8. Your all time favourite song:
never say goodbye~mario and nesty~
hmm. susa nehh. Thank God I found You kot. have sum memories wit dat song c:

9. Favourite TV show:
Macam2 aznil~
Mythbuster! yeah...

10. First name of your significant other/crush:
ape nih?? xphm larh~~
crush... xboley. soalan memerangkap nehh

11. Which town do you live in:
Quantan, Pahunk~
KL - the big n mighty!!

12. Your screen name/ nickname:
diLL~
Najwa_La

13. Your first job:
personal assistant mymum n mydad~
hmm. maid dekat umah kot. but i enjoy it. ape lagi na bwt esok ma?

14. Your dream job:
an electrical engineer and cEo of prospek makmur sdn bhd~
ahha. mule2 astronaut, pastuw ape ntah n skang neh na jadi teacher. boley x?

15. One bad habit that you have:
sgt kuat tdo~
erm. swearing. tp not infwont of ppl lahh. discrete aje. LOL

16. Worst fear:
kehilangan orang2 tersayang.. xley nk imagine how to live w/o them!
fear street. hahaha. death n heartbroken ;(

17. Thing you would like to do before you die:
bahagiakan orang2 yg sy sygi~
byk. but one of them is do bungee jumping. maybe that will be the last thing i do. who knows??

18. The first thing you'll buy if you get $1, 000, 000:
rumah yg da ada kebun tuew dgn byran scra cash utk ibu and ayah!
truckload of IKEAs for mama, superbikeS for ayah, mini cooper s for me, hayabusa for me, house on a haunted hill for us, tckets to travel the world for us, kawen... wee~

19. Your husband/wife:
im not married yet okieyh~
may be Brian J White. luv u dear... oopsie. jgn jeles ekk c:

20. Tagged anyone:
anYone yg rajin nk jwb tag nih.. =)
byk2. siap sedia lahh!

GLOOMYsuicideSUNDAY

Gloomy Sunday (Szomoru Vasarnap)- was written in 1933. Melody and original lyrics by Rezso Seress, self-taught pianist and composer born in Hungary in 1899. Its a song about crushing hopelessness of a brokenhearted lover, which characterized by the two stanzas penned by a poet Laszlo Javor. When the song came to public attention, it was widely known as the Hungarian Suicide Song because there were reports of people taking their lives after listening to the haunting melody, or that the lyrics had been left with their last letters. Lyricist have translated the song into English and to alleviate the pessimistic tone some put in additional stanzas to give the song a dreamy twist. It was Sam M. Lewis's version of the song that was first recorded by Hal Kemp and his orchestras with Bob Allen on the vocals. Despite being banned from the playlist of major radio broadcasters around the world (too depressing for the airwaves), Gloomy Sunday continued to be recorded and sold. People continued to buy the recordings, some committed suicide. Seress jumped to his death from his flats in 1968.

here, i provide some lyrics of the famous Gloomy Sunday song for your entertainment. BTW, my fav is Lewis's.

Reszo Seress Lyrics
Ősz van és peregnek a sárgult levelek
Meghalt a földön az emberi szeretet
Bánatos könnyekkel zokog az öszi szél
Szívem már új tavaszt nem vár és nem remél
Hiába sírok és hiába szenvedek
Szívtelen rosszak és kapzsik az emberek...

Meghalt a szeretet!

Vége a világnak, vége a reménynek
Városok pusztulnak, srapnelek zenélnek
Emberek vérétől piros a tarka rét
Halottak fekszenek az úton szerteszét
Még egyszer elmondom csendben az imámat:
Uram, az emberek gyarlók és hibáznak...

Vége a világnak!

translation:
It is autumn and the leaves are falling
All love has died on earth
The wind is weeping with sorrowful tears
My heart will never hope for a new spring again
My tears and my sorrows are all in vain
People are heartless, greedy and wicked...

Love has died!

The world has come to its end, hope has ceased to have a meaning
Cities are being wiped out, shrapnel is making music
Meadows are coloured red with human blood
There are dead people on the streets everywhere
I will say another quiet prayer:
People are sinners, Lord, they make mistakes...

The world has ended!


Sam M. Lewis Lyric
Sunday is gloomy, my hours are slumberless
Dearest the shadows I live with are numberless
Little white flowers will never awaken you
Not where the black coach of sorrow has taken you
Angels have no thought of ever returning you
Would they be angry if I thought of joining you?

Gloomy Sunday

Gloomy is Sunday, with shadows I spend it all
My heart and I have decided to end it all
Soon there'll be candles and prayers that are sad I know
Let them not weep let them know that I'm glad to go
Death is no dream for in death I'm caressing you
With the last breath of my soul I'll be blessing you

Gloomy Sunday

Dreaming, I was only dreaming
I wake and I find you asleep in the deep of my heart, here
Darling, I hope that my dream never haunted you
My heart is telling you how much I wanted you

Gloomy Sunday

p/s: the blogger will not be responsible if any incident occur after reading this entry. you can search for the song at Youtube!

THERE.I.GO

sigh...
exam is near
so very near
xde mase na update
esok na pegi tgk HSM 3
c:

sad news
a cousin of mine
diagnosed with breast cancer
had a surgery at Prince Court
tgh tunggu result from lab
want to know stage berapa
and she's only 25
so all
be aware of this
not only girls can have breast cancer tw
man oso can... haa
take care of yourself
lead a healthy lifestyle like
exercise, tido awal, watch ur diet
elakkan all those carcinogen stuffs
maggie, kfc, junk food and whatsoever
live free~