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"To ten million fireflies

I'm weird 'cause I hate goodbyes

I got misty eyes as they said farewell

But I know where several are

If my dreams get real bizarre

'Cause I save a few and I keep them in a jar"

- Fireflies lyrics by Young, Adam. Performed by Owl City

Yes, it's really hard to say that I'd rather stay awake when I'm asleep. Cause everything is never as it seems. Especially when I close my eyes. Tak perlu aku cerita panjang-panjang. Let the song speak itself.

Kata Chenta #004: Wedding???

Mula-mula, maaf sebab aku da lama tak update. bukan sombong (sebab aku xpenah sombong beb), tapi yang sebetulnya aku tak ada idea na tulis apa. Aku macam kehabisan idea. Maybe the hidden anger inside me was preventing me from thinking creatively (macam lah aku ni kreatif sangat. cet!). Well, macam-macam perkara jadi sejak kali terakhir aku menulis, ermm, mem-post will be more accurate. Walaubagaimanapun, dengan keadaan kekeringan idea untuk meng-update (update dalam BM apa ek?), aku tetibe terdengar lah lagu ni. Gila touching. Its a song by Journey, an 80's band. Lagu ni popular during the early 80's, to be exact '82, dalam album Escape. Kiranya lagu ni evergreen lah. wuhhuuu!

Going straight to the point, this song describes a part of my life. Its going to be one of my wedding song (soon, soon!). I would like to dedicate this song to THAT MAN, who make me feel like Im living my fantasy, whom I will cherish all my life (tu kalau dia tak tinggalkan aku lah, hope not), and my cook in Restaurant City. Hmm, aku ni tak reti na berayat-ayat ni (I bukan macam you, sangat jiwang. huh). Happy reading (you might as well want to listen to it)

Open Arms - Journey

Lying beside you, here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mind
Softly you whisper, you're so sincere
How could our live be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side

So now I come to you, with open arms
Nothing to hide, believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms

Living without you, living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you, wanting you near
How much I wanted you home

But now that you've come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay.

(chorus)

*gambar tidak disertakan, kerana semua tak berapa na cantik*

Dedicated to an anonymous girl~

GIVES YOU HELL - All American Rejects

I wake up every evening
With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place.
And you're still probably working
At a 9 to 5 pace
I wonder how bad that tastes

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell

Now where's your picket fence love
And where's that shiny car
Did it ever get you far?
You never seem so dense love
Never seen you fall so hard
Do you know where you are?

Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell
I hope it gives you hell

Tomorrow you'll be thinking to yourself
Where did it all go wrong?
But the list goes on and on
Truth be told I miss you
Truth be told I'm lying

When you see my face
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

Now you'll never see
What you've done to me
You can take back your memories
They're no good to me
And here's all your lies
You can look me in the eyes
With the sad, sad look
That you wear so well

When you see my face
hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell
When you walk my way
I hope it gives you hell, I hope it gives you hell
If you find a man that's worth a damn and treats you well
Then he's a fool you're just as well hope it gives you hell

When you see my face
hope it gives you hell, hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you walk my way hope it gives you hell,
hope it gives you hell (hope it gives you hell)
When you hear this song and you sing along well you'll never tell
And you're the fool I've just as well I hope it gives you hell
When you hear this song I hope that it will give you hell
You can sing along I hope that it puts you through hell

p/s: dedicated to one fool. its absolutely for you BIATCH

lagu.tema.kesepian.aku~

oh bulan
enggan melayan diriku lagi
pabila
airmata membasahi pipi
dah lagu lagu di radio
seolah olah memerli aku
pabila
kau bersama yang lain

adakah perasaan benci ini
sebenarnya cinta
yang masih
bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarnya ku mengharapkan
disebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga
merindui aku

ku enggan
berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan
melihat kau bersama si dia
oh ku akui cemburu
mula menular dalam diri
pabila
kau bersama yang lain

pabila kau merenung matanya
ku rebah
jatuh ke bumi
disaat kau benar benar mahu pergi
seperti
ku bernafas dalam air

dan sebenarnya
aku rindu
aku tak mampu
tanpamu

*this is a great number by Yuna*
**dedicated, again, to he-who-already-knew-who-he-is**

HES.JUST.A.BOY

IF I WERE A BOY - BEYONCE

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

(Chorus)

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

p/s: to the boy out there who defies the luv i've always had!

Dengan Ingatan Tulus Ikhlas

weee...
Aidilfitri, hari bahgia, hari yang mulia. lalala
tadi beraye kat umah Opah di Serendah
pagi raye after solat
bertolak lah
sume ade kat sane
dapat amek gamba sekeluarga
fes tym selepas family di update c:
dulu penah skali mase Ucu kawen
suda2 cite pasal itu
esok pule na balik KP
jumpe sum of my cousins
still ok whut. kat sini boley jumpe juge
tadi ramai juge dtg umah Opah
sum of Wan Chik's son n daughters with their family
tu kire my aunties n uncles lah
then Mak Ngah Nani n family
LOL~
amek gamba lagi. wee

neway, me na ucapkan
berbanyak2 terima kasih pd sesape y wish
terutama pade Ikhe y bagi sms 2 kali.len2 wish pulak tuhh.saye paham lah anda byk dosa ngan saye!
time kasih juge bwt Ima Angelica i.e wife Once from Dewa19 coz sudi wish kat kite. tgk2 Ima y xknl saye pon wish dgn ikhlas, tapi ade sesetengah owg tuw, knl kite, tp wish nye mcm xkenal! saba je lahh! xhadap lahh wish kamuhh!
klu me balas wish anda maknenye me syg anda
jika tidak... paham2 sndiri lahh
dan pade sesape y xbalas my wish tu
me pon kene paham2 sendiri jugak. ahha
tade2, neway time kasih ye!
len kali kirim ka dwet raye skali c:

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p/s: na nyanyi lagu PULANGLAH by Aishah lahh

"termenung ku sendiri
memendam rindu tidak menentu
kasih suci murni yang kita bina
hapus hancur oleh kata fitnah

di pagi hari raya
hati sayu mengenang dirimu
mudahnya kau menggantikan diriku
seolah cintaku tak berharga

apakah suratan
aidilfitri suatu titik akhir
sekian lama bercinta
kau tiada di hari mulia

keampunan ku pohon
sekiranya aku yang berdosa
pulanglah ku merindui mu sayang
ku menanti dengan hati rela

apakah suratan
aidilfitri suatu titik akhir
sekian lama bercinta
kau tiada di hari mulia

keampunan ku pohon
sekiranya aku yang berdosa
pulanglah ku merindui mu sayang
ku menanti dengan jiwa raga

pulanglah ke pangkuan ku oh sayang
ku menunggu mu di hari raya"


akhir skali, seisi keluarga Haji Manap bin Sharif mengucapkan:
SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN!

p/s^2: gamba kecik. na yang besa? tgk fotopage ye! promote skali c:

SAYE.PANGGIL.AWAK

Callin' U - Outlandish

I'm callin' U
With all my goals, my very soul
Ain't fallin' through
I'm in need of U
The trust in my faith
My tears and my ways is drowning so
I cannot always show it
But don't doubt my love

I'm callin' U
With all my time and all my fights
In search for the truth
Tryin'a reach U

See the worth of my sweat
My house and my bed
Am lost in sleep
I will not be false in who I am
As long as I breathe

Oh, no, no
I don't need nobody
& I don't feel nobody
I don't call nobody but U
My One & Only

I don't need nobody
& I don't feel nobody
I don't call nobody but U
all I need in my life

I'm callin' U
When all my joy
And all my love is feelin' good
Cuz it's due to U

See the time of my life
My days and my nights
so it's alright
Cuz at the end of the day
I still got enough for me and my

I'm callin' U
When all my keys
And all my bizz
Runs all so smooth
I'm thankin' U
See the halves in my life
My patience, my wife
With all that I know
Oh, take no more than I deserve
Still need to learn more

Oh, no, no
I don't need nobody
& I don't feel nobody
I don't call nobody but U
My One & Only

I don't need nobody
& I don't feel nobody
I don't call nobody but U
all I need in my life

Our relationship, so complex
Found U while I was headed straight for hell in quest
You have no one to compare to
'Cause when I lie to myself it ain't hidden from U
I guess I'm thankful
Word on the street is U changed me
It shows in my behaviour
Past present future
Lay it all out
Found my call in your house
And let the whole world know what this love is about

Yo te quiero, te extraño, te olvido
Aunque nunca me has faltado, siempre estas conmigo
Por las veces que he fallado y las heridas tan profundas
Mejor tarde que nunca para pedirte mil disculpas
Estoy gritando callado yo te llamo, te escucho, lo intento
De ti yo me alimento
Cuando el aire que respiro es violento y turbulento
Yo te olvido, te llamo, te siento

[Translation:]
I love you, I miss you, I forget you
Even though you never let me down and always are by my side
For all the times I've failed and hurt you deeply
Better later than never to give you a 1000 apologies
I'm shouting silently, callin' you, I'm listening to you, I'm tryin'
You nourish me
When the air that I breathe is violent and turbulent
I'm forgettin' you, I'm callin' you, I'm feelin' you

Oh, no, no
I don't need nobody
& I don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but U
My One & Only

I don't need nobody
& I don't feel nobody
I don't call nobody but U...

oh, no, no
i don't need nobody
& I don't feel nobody
I don't call nobody but you
MY one and only

I don't need nobody
& i don't feel nobody
I don't call nobody but you
all i need in my life

p/s: shuke lagu nehh. best nye! make me shake my tail feathers! satu lagi lagu luahan jiwa. wahh
ahha c: emosi stabil semule!

bertuahnya.saye

LUCKY - Jason Mraz feat Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me,
Talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

Lagu Lagi!

LINGER - The Cranberries

If you, if you could return
Don’t let it burn, don’t let it fade
I’m sure I’m not being rude
But it’s just your attitude
It’s tearing me apart
It’s ruining everything
And I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

But I’m in so deep
You know I’m such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong
I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn’t be so confused
And I wouldn’t feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you

And I’m in so deep
You know I’m such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to. do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

And I’m in so deep
You know I’m such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

You know I’m such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

This song is taken from Click soundtrack. I am attracted to the words and sweet melody. seyusly. sgt besh lah die punye lagu! This is dedicated to U!

SELAMATinggalKAMU!

LEAViN' - Jesse McCartney

Hey baby girl, I’ve been watching you all day (all day, all day, all day)
Man, that thing you got behind you is amazing (amazing, amazing, amazing)
You make me want to take you out and let it rain (let it rain, let it rain, let it rain)
I know you got a man, but this is what you should say
Why won’t you tell him that

I’m leavin', never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on that G-5, G-5

And we're leavin', never to come back again
So call your shorty and tell him you found a new man
The one that so, so fly
The one that keep you high
Have you singing all night like, like

Oooh oooh oooh (oh)
Oooh oooh
Man she gon' be singing (she gon' be singing like)
Oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh

Now if I talk it girl you know that I'ma walk it out (walk it out, walk it out, walk it out)
Man, I put my money, money where my mouth is (mouth is, mouth is, mouth is)
'Cause you're the baddest little thing that I’ve ever seen (ever seen, ever seen, ever seen)
So I'ma ask you one time if you got a man
Why don't you tell him that

I’m leavin', never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on that G-5, G-5

And we're leavin', never to come back again
So call your shorty and tell him you found a new man
The one that so, so fly
The one that keep you high
Have you singing all night like, like

Oooh oooh oooh (oh)
Oooh oooh
Man she gon' be singing
Oooh oooh oooh (she gon' be singing, oh, she gon' be singing)
Oooh oooh oooh (she gon' be singing, you got me saying))

Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress
Just tell him to the left, left, left
Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress
'Cause we gone and we gone and we gone

No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him that

I’m leavin', never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on that G-5, G-5

And we're leavin', never to come back again
So call your shorty and tell him you found a new man
The one that so, so fly
The one that keep you high
Have you singing all night like, like

Oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh
Man she gon' be singing
Oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh

She got me singing all night like, like, like, liiike

Oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh
Man she gon' be singing
Oooh oooh oooh (she gon' me singing, oh she gon' me singing)
Oooh oooh (she gon' me singing, girl you gon' me singing)

p/s: algu neh best sgt2! shuke la

I will be OKAY!

::BETTER IN TIME -Leona Lewis::

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Im Dying

Title : Cinta Ini Membunuhku
Artist : D’Massiv

Translated by Ryan Octavianus

Kau membuat ku berantakan
You make me miserable
Kau membuat ku tak karuan
You make me awful
Kau membuat ku tak berdaya
You make me helpless
Kau menolakku acuhkan diriku
You reject me, ignore me

Bagaimana caranya untuk
How to
Meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
shatter your frozen heart
Kusadari ku tak sempurna
I know I'm not perfect
Ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan
I'm not what you wanted

Reff:
Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
You destroy me with your attitude
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
Don't you realise, you've hurt me
Lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
This heart is tired convincing you
Cinta ini membunuhku..
This love is killing me