devilish despair in FACEBOOK!

poking into Ahmad Murshidi's FB, i cudnt help but feeling kinda awkward. asking my self, "napelah byk sgt die letak gamba mamat nehh? that despicable brat!", rase sangat2 marah+rindu+menyampah+etc etc... RINDU? why the hell that i felt that? lebih2 lagi skang they all da buat satu album entitled "SERTING TYRANTS", where they put all the pics there. well done guys! and i cant quit staring at some. oltho i have suggested to Shidi to discard those piccas with him in it. But hey, shud they listen? NOT!! byk pulak tuw. da penat bagi comments. hah. xlarat na menaip di sana sini lagi. naseb baek xtag with awful names. guys, i still have some good in me lorh!

to those people y terlibat dlm album "SERTING TYRANTS" : load lahh byk2 lagi gamba tuw ye. meh aku komen! n one more thing, semoge berjaya for this coming ANSARA 7s. i will be coming!!!



p/s: xdijemput kew? dgr cite xfit... cmne na fit. GF dah dekat kan skng? mne leyh turun pdg lagi dah? mstilah dating jew slalu. no escape. rindu x mase boley training ptg n main futsal mlm2 , lepak ngan kawan2, kua xtentu arah smpi xde mase na call/msg, mase poket anda xmuat na msuk phone n tgk muvie tnpa gangguan dulu?

pp/s: dilantik jd photojournalist for TYRANT! i like. thnx u guys!!

HES.JUST.A.BOY

IF I WERE A BOY - BEYONCE

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

(Chorus)

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

p/s: to the boy out there who defies the luv i've always had!

BEADING.WIT.BEADS

as we all noe
Fif is getting married next weekend
i noe u all are wondering whos this Fif rite?
well, shes my cousin
her name is Fithrahana
we call her either Fifi or Ana
so lets just call her Fif for now aitte...
well, it will be held at her house in Taman TAR
(will post the piccas once ive taken it)
the theme is MAROON
bought for us the maroon kaen n all. da hantar tailor pon
now da siap n me doing beading for mine n moms
simple2 aje, for now. haha
BTW, me bukak biz baru, that is bwat beading
can tempah, harga, negotiable
just gimme ur design or i can design for u
any inquiries, call
1-300-88-KAO JAHITLAH SENDIRI
daa~



still working on it...


finally, siap la me punye n mama punye setengah... c:

WALKIN.WIT.DADDY.ON.MY.WEDDING.DAY

disebabkan skang tgh sebok2 pilih lagu for Fif's wedding
so i pon da pilih one song for mine
supaye nnt x last minute lahh
haha... wedding pon xtw bile lagi. wee~


BUTTERFLY KISSES - BOB CARLISLE

There's two things I know for sure:
She was sent here from heaven and she's
daddy's little girl.
As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes and
I thank god for all the joy in my life
Oh, but most of all
For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer;
sticking little white flowers all up in her
hair; "Walk beside the pony, Daddy, it's my first ride."
"I know the cake looks funny, Daddy, but I sure tried."
In all that I've done wrong I know I must
have done something right to deserve a hug
every morning and butterfly kisses at night.

Sweet 16 today
She's looking like her mama a little more everyday
One part woman, the other part girl.
To perfume and make-up from ribbons and curls
Trying her wings out in a great big world.

But I remember
Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer; sticking
little white flowers all up in her hair.
"You know how much I love you, Daddy, But if you
don't mind I'm only gonna kiss you on the cheek this time."
With all that I've done wrong I must have done
something right to deserve her love every morning
and butterfly kisses at night.

All the precious time
Like the wind, the years go by.
Precious butterfly.
Spread your wings and fly.

She'll change her name today.
She'll make a promise and I'll give her away.
Standing in the bride-room just staring at her.
She asked me what I'm thinking and I said "I'm not
sure-I just feel like I'm losing my baby girl."
She leaned over...gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there,
Sticking little white flowers all up in her hair
"Walk my down the aisle, Daddy-it's just about time."
"Does my wedding gown look pretty, Daddy? Daddy, don't cry!"

Oh, with all that I've done wrong I must have
done something right.
To deserve your love every morning and butterfly
kisses-I couldn't ask God for more, man this is what love is.

I know I gotta let her go, but I'll always remember
every hug in the morning and butterfly kisses.

tak.TENTU.arah

hilang arah

xtawu lahh

pening pale

...mati...

tribute.FOR.the.HEARTBROKEN.girl

saye ade kawan, gurl lahh. kami kawan dr kecik smpai skang n she's my neighbour. well, the thing is, around September kot, she told me that her 7 years sweetheart, whom had brokeup with her thrice, na bertunang dgn die. da hantar parents to discuss n all. she was happy that finally she will marry her first love. the engagement was schedule to be somewhere in Dec. so, i never heard from her until recently after Hari Raya. her father whom is my dad's officemate oso, tell ayah yang engagement tu xjadi sbb dat guy xna. ade perselisihan faham sbb both of them dun agree bout 1 small matter. he broke her off 2 3 days before eid. bengong dat guy! alah, diff human being mesti ade diff views about thing. nme pon manusia kott. to pujuk her, her parents will be taking her n her brother to Bandung. dowg are on the way to LCCT the minute i wrote this. da 3 months, tp still she cries n cries.

The things is this, mase 3 kali breakup dlu, penah this guy bagi alasan bangang: TERLAMPAU BANYAK TANGGUNGJAWAB, SO KENE LEPASKAN SALAH SATU. (sounds very familiar. hah!) eleyh, banyak tanggungjawab MY ASS!! n dpt tw from his fwens, rupenye dat guy ade inner conflict. kene jmpe counselor n undergo therapy. basically, this guy is not rite in the head. note to self n all: klu ade lahh mamat ckp cmni, bia aje die blahh, sbb die bukan terlampau byk tanggungjawab, tp org y xna tanggungjawab n takde tanggungjawab. ye lah, cube pikir balik. senang2 je lepas tanggungjawab sbb xna masalah. kire nye cam no balls lahh. habes tuw nnt, bile da kawen, katelah dwet xcukup bulan tuw, recession pulak, habes tu na tinggal je anak bini mati kebulur??? jgn pulak die bagi alasan, "klu da kawen laen!". xde nye. pale hotak die laen. klu da itu sifat die, itu lah smpai mampos. sbb tu la jadi kes husband tinggalkan family. this is the start. lagi satu, sbb die xbtol, buatnye satu mlm, die cekik kite mse tgh tido, xpasal je. org gile mcm2 boley bwat maaa!

kepade lelaki2 di luar sane yang rase2 ade masalah dgn TANGGUNGJAWAB, well then, u r not yet a man. still a baby who needs mommy around. jadi jgn gatal2 na ade GF sbb pompuan2 neh xsanggup na jage baby lagi. not until they're married to a gentleman. PLS TAKE NOTE!


p/s: selamat ke Bandung. send my warmest regards to Teddy C yach!

CYBER.reunion??

last night kami bwt small reunion. reunion ke? xla sgt. sessi mengumpat dan mengata. besh pule. well, last nite was all about Serting 2001-2005. rmi juge join. as usual, me, Aza n TN started off just mengumpat seseorang dlm conference. then Bob join, them Chem na join plak. Then i think Chem invite Bolat n so ramai. Then Chinox join. Ade Amin plak. At fes, most of us xkenal sape si Amin nihh. Skali die kate die class An Nubala, baru lahh remember. me aje y remember, yang laen blurr especially Aza. saba je lahh. so i have to describe this boy to them. pki spec, tanned. ahha. still blur until that boy bg gamba. bru hengat. last nite mmg best. mcm2 cite kua. dr 'Perla' to secret crushes to vote spe plaing hensem. haha. was nice. even Tikab yang kat France pon join. hehe. teringat lahh skool. maw pulang. i sooooo miss them~