SAYE.PANGGIL.AWAK

Callin' U - Outlandish

I'm callin' U
With all my goals, my very soul
Ain't fallin' through
I'm in need of U
The trust in my faith
My tears and my ways is drowning so
I cannot always show it
But don't doubt my love

I'm callin' U
With all my time and all my fights
In search for the truth
Tryin'a reach U

See the worth of my sweat
My house and my bed
Am lost in sleep
I will not be false in who I am
As long as I breathe

Oh, no, no
I don't need nobody
& I don't feel nobody
I don't call nobody but U
My One & Only

I don't need nobody
& I don't feel nobody
I don't call nobody but U
all I need in my life

I'm callin' U
When all my joy
And all my love is feelin' good
Cuz it's due to U

See the time of my life
My days and my nights
so it's alright
Cuz at the end of the day
I still got enough for me and my

I'm callin' U
When all my keys
And all my bizz
Runs all so smooth
I'm thankin' U
See the halves in my life
My patience, my wife
With all that I know
Oh, take no more than I deserve
Still need to learn more

Oh, no, no
I don't need nobody
& I don't feel nobody
I don't call nobody but U
My One & Only

I don't need nobody
& I don't feel nobody
I don't call nobody but U
all I need in my life

Our relationship, so complex
Found U while I was headed straight for hell in quest
You have no one to compare to
'Cause when I lie to myself it ain't hidden from U
I guess I'm thankful
Word on the street is U changed me
It shows in my behaviour
Past present future
Lay it all out
Found my call in your house
And let the whole world know what this love is about

Yo te quiero, te extraño, te olvido
Aunque nunca me has faltado, siempre estas conmigo
Por las veces que he fallado y las heridas tan profundas
Mejor tarde que nunca para pedirte mil disculpas
Estoy gritando callado yo te llamo, te escucho, lo intento
De ti yo me alimento
Cuando el aire que respiro es violento y turbulento
Yo te olvido, te llamo, te siento

[Translation:]
I love you, I miss you, I forget you
Even though you never let me down and always are by my side
For all the times I've failed and hurt you deeply
Better later than never to give you a 1000 apologies
I'm shouting silently, callin' you, I'm listening to you, I'm tryin'
You nourish me
When the air that I breathe is violent and turbulent
I'm forgettin' you, I'm callin' you, I'm feelin' you

Oh, no, no
I don't need nobody
& I don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but U
My One & Only

I don't need nobody
& I don't feel nobody
I don't call nobody but U...

oh, no, no
i don't need nobody
& I don't feel nobody
I don't call nobody but you
MY one and only

I don't need nobody
& i don't feel nobody
I don't call nobody but you
all i need in my life

p/s: shuke lagu nehh. best nye! make me shake my tail feathers! satu lagi lagu luahan jiwa. wahh
ahha c: emosi stabil semule!

BUAT.KAMUH.YANG.REQUEST

astaghafirullah...
moge2 Allah bantu me
terase sgt
ketegangan hari ni
kenape ye?
mungkin ade sumthing y me bwt
tuhan xsuke
jadi Die duge me cmni hari ni
da lame xde feeling cmni
pelik btol lah me ni
mate bengkak, muke merah!
*sobsob*

smlm ade owg request
tlg tulis sumthing gud bout him
so, here goes:

"u baek (lah kot), jujur (lah kot)... ape lg?
susa btol na cari. heh c:
like i said to u last nyt
eventho it doesnt workout like what ive dreamt of
still, i am hepi that were fwens
sure sad lah, in a way, i still luv u what
-->jujur sejujur nye :))<--
but hepi coz u hepi
i hope u will cherish her
i slalu doakan u
dun ever make her cry, she luvs u so very much
she wud give her lyf if u ask for it
i noe, ive been there once!
hope one day i'll find my one true luv
like u found urs
oke!
soe if anything i wrote offended u
that 2nd shoutout i wrote for you
just forget bout it lah
the 1st one featured in my blogdrive is more like me
n u noe i mean it
-->feel free to read it, k, entitled 'for HIM'<--
(click title for easy access)
thnx for visiting my blog c:"

p/s: wheres my road to happiness?can sum1 guide me along the way?

p/s^2: tadi tgk facebook, tgk picca beby, nmpk Nadea n Ajiep in one pic. bertmu smule katenye. shuke!

bencikah penyelesaiannya?

L.O.V.E turns to H.A.T.R.E.D

aiyyo. dunia ni pelik sungguh
ade je y x kena
heh, me mcm owg len juge
kadang2 ade up & down
so emo lah this day
xsuke rase cm neh
shooooohh...
sumthing disturb my serenity
huh. tension sgt!

Memalukan!

memalukan

kau masih berpaut pada jarinya
sedang aku mengendong jiwamu.
ketika aku memahat namamu.

kau masih terpateri pada matanya
sedang aku memerap cintaku.
ketika aku mencanting pujaku.

kau masih bertaut pada hatinya
sedang aku membakar nyawaku.
ketika aku menerang gelitamu.

aku masih berharap pada tiada
sedang engkau menadah kasihnya.
ketika engkau menjaja padanya.

memalukan.
cukup memalukan.

if you are in this situation, siapa yang memalukan: kamu yang menunggu, si dia yg buta dan tidak sedar besarnya jiwa kamu.


p/s: Fynn punye lagi. nape lah me xpunya bakat tulis poem. klu x, sme feelings i will write in this form. n ketahuilah, pmpn itu selalu express perasaannya dlm artform serupa itu. jadi lelaki2, sila take note dgn tulisan ur luv ones oke? it may be in songs, poetry, or cerita2 y di adaptasi. wahh.

//COLLECT UR KAD RAYE HERE//

sila click utk lihat y besa ekk. space xcukup. wee~

ni ade lah kad raye saye y baru di buat tadi.malas betul saye nih kan?
to: patie, qaira, bolat, noure, chem, sarah, anna, dill, ammar, wan dan sesiape aje y na claim, sile kan. SHELAMAT HAWI WAYE!

Dari.Fhana.Dan.Fhana.Lagi

lagi satu survey. this tym me include jwpn cik Fhana skali. ahha!
((indicator : '>' = fhana; '-->' + my answer))

1.What makes you smile on a rainy day?
> menarik selimut..tutup langsir dan krooooohhhh~~~
--> lebih kurg lah. shedapnye dpt bam!
.
2.Is this the first time you've been in love?
> nope...2nd..ngeehhhhhh2
--> not in luv rite now, tp mmg penah skali lah in luv nye!
.
3.Did someone just make you upset? who?
> bukan just...hmm x mo ingat~~~
--> owh, u xmw ingt ekk? i pon xmw ingat lahh
.
4.How are you feeling?
> gembira sbb dapat berbuke ngn the madus n geram sbb ade due org pompuan gedik cube merampas bf kak jiji~~!
--> biase2 aje. nothink special pown!
.
5.What's the best achievement you have ever got?
> hmm saye berjaya menjadi wanita yg tabah dan kuat~~~
--> ape ek? wanita tabah n kuat mmg da lame jd da. xtwu lah!
.
6.Do you believe the person who rejected you will love you someday?
> hmm xyahla..die da rejected me watfor?
--> tidak. sy cnfirm. si die suda berpunye lah. boley tny die. not suitable for me to answer kowt! sile tglkan komen anda c:
.
7.Do you ever receive a gift from an unknown person who is in love with you?
> hmmm ade sekali...heheheee
--> mule2 mmg unknown, skali tuw known juge. ahha. neway, time kasih!
.
8.What picture is your computer background?
> anuar zain nye ticket concert~~~
--> family saye. tp mikki xde!
.
9.What were you doing before this?
> buat assignment fiqh~~~arghhh x siap lg!!
--> baring2 atas katil. swonok!
.
10.What color is your room?
> offwhite kot..
--> eh eh, sme la kite. offwhite y de pinkish2 sket
.
11.Describe your neighbor?
> dorg giler~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
--> blah kanan, fmly y ade anak laki 3 owg y hensem. kiri ade young couple tgh mngandung. sme ok!
.
12.What do you want to eat right now?
> nope....but we plan to eat sahur at NZ jap g...
--> skang neh xboley mkn, tp jap lg na Subway = footlong hearty italian + turkey + mixed veggie + oil vinegar + mayonaise + bbq sauce + mustard!!
.
13.What is the brand of your laptop and the model?
> ZARA~~~betol x tipu.....
--> fhana gile. mine is HP Pavillion dv1000. ahha
.
14.Does your parents know that you're in love with someone?
> maybe...hehheee
--> dulu tw.
.
15.How huge is your house?
> sekangkang kere...hehheeeee
--> very huge. kalah castle!
.
16.Name one song which makes you so touched or cries?
> a song by neiro...ngaaaaaa~~~~!
--> ntah. ape ek fhana? Thank God I Found You kot.
.
17.What is the thing you can't live without?
> my laptop....
--> thing ekk. food lah. me mmg shuke mam!
.
18.What is the most special birthday present you ever had?
> hmmm ade satu bende nih...tp bende tuh da x de..sobsobsob..
--> hmm. my dSLR, Canon 400d. mukan saje bday present, tp present utk cheer me up. macih parents!
.
19.How many email(s) do you have?
> hmmm satu saje...skema kan..
--> aiyyoo. manyaaaaakkkkkkkk!
.
20.Do you want to tell him that you like him?
> huh?perlu ke??????????jgn malukan diri sendiri...
--> *gulp*. die tw kot! kan? kan?
.
21.What something special you want to happen in your life?
> something dat i've been wishing for selame ini..insyaallah~~~~
--> true fairytale luv! uhh, so schweeett!
.
22.If you were given a love potion,who would be the person to drink it?
> minyak senyoyong ker??????????
--> kinda senyonyong la jugak fhana. eheh. ni mcm cite kekasihku seru jew. seram! but nice filmography! ape soalan td? hah. Dean Winchester from Supernatural!
.
23.Which one of the 4 seasons you like the most?
> musim kucing mengawan...auwwww~~~~!!!
--> seasons in the sun!

bertuahnya.saye

LUCKY - Jason Mraz feat Colbie Caillat

Do you hear me,
Talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I'm sailing through the sea
To an island where we'll meet
You'll hear the music fill the air
I'll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you're all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

T.A.G.G.E.D.S.U.D.A

Apa yg perlu dibuat ialah:
* Link to your tagger and post these rules on your blog.
* Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird.
* Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
* Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

anna lah neh. ahha. tape2. meh sini kite tulish!

1. saye suke diri saye.
saye mmg sgt2 self-centered. tapi saye xlah selfish. cme sye pentingkan diri tp mukan selfish. boley ke cmtuw?

2. saye ade BF baru, nme die 'empat.ratus.dee' yeahh. ini y paling saye shuke. die xpenah kecewakan saye. menemani kuw siang dan malam. cume bile mlm dan xde speedlite, ade marah sikit la ngan die, dan merajuk. tp die akan pujuk balik bile siang hari berserta lens 50mm c:

3. mahu tuka celly saye. na SAMSUNG OMNIA
sy da bosan dgn N93i saye y slalu memory full. saye rase ade virus lah. da byk kali saye format tp akan jadi balik. jadi ade spe2 na bg dana pd sy utk beli ituw OMNIA?
4. kawan2 baru saye
saye skang ramai kwn2 baru in a sense of kawan lah. jgn salah anggap. saye setia dgn mr.empat.ratus.dee. kawan2 saye sume baek2 dan sentiase mmberi smngt dan dorongan. tak lupe juge tunjuk ajar. tima kasih kwn2!
5. artistic kah?
saye shuke bwt mende2 y ade unsur2 arts dan needs keje2 tgn y halus. saye shuke photoshop dan lightroom. essentials for photog in training ataupon da pro. saye juge sering membantu macik saye mmbuat hantaran dan hamper. boley buat tempahan pd sy klu spe2 na. dan juge sy design web utk cousin sy y menjual baju ituw + kek + brg2 et cetera et cetera.

6. saye x shuke or y shuke menipu!!
saye sgt menci owg2 ini. mereka lebih baek dijadikan binatang dr manusia. ckp mereka mmg xboley pakai. klu saye jumpe mmg saye cekik2 kan aje. saye neh garang tw. so, b4 bercakap pk lah dulu yew!

7. music + kucin + bace buku + blogging
minat2 tmbhan saye. saye shuke byk music xkire genre dan saye shuke ber-karaoke. saye bajet suara saye sedap lah. kucin pule saye ade 2. sume nye manje terlebey. saye ade byk buku termasuk buku text microeconomics dan HR management. dan sy bloggers y mmpunyai page terbanyak lah kot. blog ade 2, fotopages ade 2, friendster, facebook, deviantart, beebo, blackplanet, tagged, dan mungkin akan tmbh flickr pulak! tungguuuu...


the lucky 7 are : :qaira::sarah::aliaa::bolat::patie::noure::ammar:

THE.SCHOLAR.AND.HIS.TEACHER

i dun noe whether this have occured to any of you guys beforebut ive been experiencing this for several weeks now

there's this particular thingonce i personally thought it was the reason i live forbut unfortunately i was wrongterribly wrong!it left me with nothing but dissapointmentand a handful of memoriesfor so long it seems to have forgotten all bout mei cried, i tried to laugh, i tried to live my life without any regretsbut recently, it showed upbut for WHAT purposes?if it's here just to make me wonderand long for it even morethen it just better dissappear againcoz, honestlyi want all or nothing
to that special 'thing' -->"A scholar, asked by the teacher to pluck the BEST grass he can find in a fieldhe can only travel once along the way, no turning backfinally return with nothing in his handhe said, there's a lot of fine grass but he can't seems to find the BEST of em allsince he cannot re-walk the path he had taken to re-evaluate all of his choicesto which the teacher replied:That applies the same with lifeu'll find plenty of good peoplewhen u do, cherish him/her and never let gocoz u can never turn back the time, to re-live the past, to have regretsMAKE the best out of what u got!coz if u'r so eager to look for the BESTu'll end up with nothing at all"

no ones perfect, and so do ulove sumone & all her flaws, coz that's what makes her a human!

p/s: kepada staffs Perunding Unikon y bace my blog, terime kasih! Luahan isi hati ni lebey bermakna bile ade y appreciate n memahami <3

M.i.L.O.L.T.U.R.N.S.T.W.E.N.T.Y

shelamat hari jadi Muhammad Amirul Bin Afikudia!
suda 20an lah kamuw
boley blanje lens lahh
fish-eye satu!

40 DAMN QUESTIONS OF LIFE AND DEATH!

survey from my fwen Ammyra. hehe. bosan2, saje isi.

1.The way to win your heart?
>> hmm.. sense of humor n...
.
2.What did you do last night?
>> texting, ym-ing, tido-ing et cetera et cetera.
.
3.Do you have the same name as one of
your relatives?
>> as far as i can remember, NOPE!
.
4.Are you looking for a
boyfriend/girlfriend?
>> not so. not interested
.
5.One song that's meaningful to you?
>> LINGER - The Cranberries
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6.Do you twirl or scoop your spaghetti?
>> twirl.twirl.twirl. lebeyh sopan!
.
7.Do you drink milk straight from the
carton?
>> jgn bgtw mama tw. OF COZ!!!!
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8.How long is your hair?
>> y sedang2 saja. lalala~
.
9.Do you like Batman?
>> nahhh. i luv JOKER!
.
10.Who was the last person who told you
they loved you?
>> my family lah. Luv em too<3
.
11.Addicted to anything?
>> blogging. mesti na blog tiap2 hari. klu xpon, write sumthing on d net
.
12.Do you like anyone now?
>> awww. malu ahh!
.
13.When was the last time you sang out
loud?
>> setiap mase. singing to the tune on Linger!!
.
14.What did you have for breakfast?
>> sahur? tidak sahur. tidak puasa. oppsss!
.
15.Is your birthday on a holiday?
>> tidak. selalu nye tidak. tp kadang2 saye bwt2 holiday;P
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16.Can you cook?
>> mestila. nnt na jadi isteri owg kene pndai masak!!
.
17.Did you have a nap today?
>> sudah tentu. panas. perlu nappy nap!
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18.What was the reason you got in
trouble last time?
>> alamak. too many to remember la
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19.What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?
>> jeans. saye xsuke sweats. panas!
.
20.When is your birthday?
>> 15 Rejab ataupon 3rd of March
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21.Do you swear a lot?
>> ahah. secret2. na tw kene duduk ngan me 1 hari.
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22.Where did you get the shirt(s)
you're wearing?
>> a gift from my cousin. Time kasih. belikan lagi. i appreciate evything!
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23.Do you have any regrets?
>> klu na ikotkan mmg ade. tp, it was sumthing i needed back then. sila bace sblh-->
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24.What was your first alcoholic drink?
>> let me thnk fess aaa...
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25.What color are your favorite shoes?
>> hmm. currently army green + pink Crocs!
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26.Who would you like to see right now?
>> sum1 sumwhere. xpe, isnin kite jmpe k!!
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27.Are you a social or antisocial
person?
>> social lahh.
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28.Have the cops ever come by your
house?
>> ade2. pacik saye polis!
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29.Ever been in love?
>> of cos. wit my mama, ayah n mikki!!!
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30.Ever had braces?
>> i have an EXTREMELY nice set of teeth!
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31.Who was the first person to really
break your heart?
>> my lips are sealed!
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32.What do you wear to bed?
>> emm. lotsa thing. n i mean LOTSA!!
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33.Who was your first best friend and
are you still friends with them?
>> can i state 2? Tee-N n Azza. smoochie smooch to them!
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34.Who was the last person to
disappoint you?
>> again, my lips are sealed!
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35.Do you trust people?
>> nowadays i have doubts whtr to believe or not. PPL LIE A LOT!
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36.Who was the first person you talked
to today?
>> mama. she said " dik, bangun!" n i rplied "jap lagi la"
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37.Who was the first person to text you
today?
>> ni y mls na jwb neh. BF i la si Hotlink tuw!
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38.What was the first thing you did
this morning?
>> still considered as morning, i woke up!!
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39.what are you doing ryte now?
>> tgh wave gudbye to mama n ayah, mereka na gi terawih!
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40.what is the last thing u want to say?
>> Selamat Pegi Terawih!


keep wondering, where is the LUV?

.:KisahCintaDiTempatItu:. ~ must read!

mau bicara tentang apa, ya?
tentang hati yang sudah hancur?
mungkin tentang kejauhan yang aku rasakan dalam diri ini.

mau ku bilang tentang apa, ya?
mungkin tentang cinta yang tak kesampaian.

oh.

semalam ketika aku berjalan untuk pergi ke tempat itu
tempat di mana kita berpegangan tangan buat kali pertama pada malam itu
dengan penuh rasa sentimental hatiku berkata:

"hey, jiwa,
kau nampak tak pandangan dia?"

di tempat itu kau pegang tanganku
di tempat itu kau belaikan cintaku
tapi di hari itu kau berada di tempat itu bersama teman baru

aku mulanya tak mau tunjukkan diri aku di depan muka kamu
tapi kerana kehancuran jiwa ini melihatkan tangan kamu pada tangannya
wajahmu yang memandang dia
pandangan itu sebenarnya 'tuk siapa?

dulu kau katakan senyum itu milik aku
dulu kau katakan tangan itu milik aku
dulu kau katakan setiap langkahmu kau akan mengingatkan aku
dulu kau katakan cintamu milik aku

tapi di tempat itu kau pegang tangannya kau lafazkan cinta
di tempat itu kau petik bintang & kau kau hulurkan pada jarinya
jari itu bukan milik saya
jari itu bukannya milik saya

sayang, dulu kau pernah janjikan bulan itu kau akan beri pada pada aku
dan pernah juga aku gantungkan bulan itu di dalam bilik
setiap malam ku pandang
setiap malam ku lihatkan
setiap malam ku raungkan
setiap malam ku ceritakan
setiap malam ku katakan:

"hey, bulan,
cintaku hanyalah kepadanya"

tapi sekarang tanganmu pada siapa
hancur hatiku, sayang, melihat kau di situ
hancur hatiku, sayang, melihat janji-janji kamu

hancur hatiku, sayang.
hancur hatiku.
hancur hatiku.

hancur hatiku melihat dia bersama kamu
di tempat itu, ditempat kita itu

mengapa, sayang?
mengapa, cinta?
mengapa, kasih?
mengapa segala cinta kita kau rosakkan dan binasa?

kenapa.
kenapa.
kenapa.
di banyak-banyak tempat
di tempat itu juga?

janji yang sama
kisah yang sama
senyum yang sama
mata yang sama
pegang yang sama
rangkul yang sama
semua itu milik siapa?

milik siapa?
milik siapa?
milik siapa?

milik saya...

p/s: this was posted on my previous blog, but then i cant resist to repost it here. puisi Miss Fynn. so u guys y ade mse lebih utk watch the video pls do. coz its so mengasyikkan n so very touching! i cried lotsa tym;(

REMINDER.FROM.FHANA

* f.h.a.n.a.
* Posted 09/19/2008 11:24 pm
* 10 mlm terakhir..mesti byk2 berdoa taw..!

got this from Fhana
hehe. i understand what u mean dear
ive been praying for the best since the very day!
n alhamdulillah still going on strong
n if this is the best for me
then im sure there a 'silver lining' to it.
well, as for u dear fwen
jgn di ingat2 lagi
y suda tu biarkan suda
yang baru depan mate jgn bwt2 xnmpk
dun ever think bout dat stoopid bastard again k
jgn sampai y HENSEM ni giveup to make u hpy again c:
tp if u decide u xna, pass kat i oke.LOL~
bile na bwk me jmpe si Farhan neh?

wish this cud be me n ...? as 4 my dearest fwen y da dpt tuw, jgn lepaskan syg~

i-SNAP!

Rabu 17 Sept 2008
Jimi & Moox ajak masuk i-SNAP competition
2nd RC y anjurkan
last year Jimi da menang category photog
Moox plak dpt 2nd placing & consolation for Poster
this year dowg pakse me masuk
bersungguh-sungguh betol!
da la ade registration fee. tgh kering plak tuw
tp disebabkan Moox kate na ajak me pegi photoshoot
(na gi Cameron kan. hari tuw ckp ngan kite kan Moox kan?)
klu u na amek gamba i kan Moox, soe la
xboley setakat amek2 camtuw jew
i neh mahal tw. lagi2 klu menang 1st placing plak kan
mesti kene share ituw RM600
blanje berbuke taun depan sebab i tawu u slalu buke sowg2 c:
(bukan xmw berbuke ngan u tp... ehehe. blanje boley la!)
so, on Thursday plak me pakse Milol join i-SNAP
ahh, xkire, mesti masuk juge. nnt me sowg je pki Canon among us
atleast ade Milol, ade la teman se-Canon. uhu
submission date on 30th Dec
tp 3 piccas mesti dihantar dlm 2 format
i) digital. burn dlm cd
ii) printed in 8R size
wahh. bape byk lagi dwet na kene letak tuw.
1 gamba print 8R da 8hengget
kali 3???
neway, harap me menang this tym
consolation pon jadilahh!
*winks*

::Welcome New Student::

tadi di kelas KBK
ade seorg budak baru masuk kelas
xpenah nmpk
duduk sebelah
tibe tibe... "eh, MOOX rupenye"
da lame sgt xmasuk kelas
smpi kitowg xkenal *winks*
neway, selamat belaja murid baru
ahaha!


weekend hari tuw
tee-n dtg umah
sleepover. buat activity bersama
mcm dulu2
wendu
pastuw die balik on saturday
aza pulak smbg
nape la aza de exam plak weekend tuw
klu x da boley kumpul 3 3
my best-est friends ever! <3>

from top: AZA, me, me & TEE-N

Lagu Lagi!

LINGER - The Cranberries

If you, if you could return
Don’t let it burn, don’t let it fade
I’m sure I’m not being rude
But it’s just your attitude
It’s tearing me apart
It’s ruining everything
And I swore, I swore I would be true
And honey so did you
So why were you holding her hand
Is that the way we stand
Were you lying all the time
Was it just a game to you

But I’m in so deep
You know I’m such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

Oh, I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong
I was wrong
If you, if you could get by
Trying not to lie
Things wouldn’t be so confused
And I wouldn’t feel so used
But you always really knew
I just wanna be with you

And I’m in so deep
You know I’m such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to. do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

And I’m in so deep
You know I’m such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

You know I’m such a fool for you
You got me wrapped around your finger
Do you have to let it linger
Do you have to, do you have to
Do you have to let it linger

This song is taken from Click soundtrack. I am attracted to the words and sweet melody. seyusly. sgt besh lah die punye lagu! This is dedicated to U!

SOALAN.SOALIN.SOALUN!

got this from my FS bulletin. From Fatin. heh. try la ekk. me da try!

This is scary but pretty accurate.

1. Which color is better red,black,green,blue or yellow?
•► black lah. baru rawks!

2. What’s your middle initial?
•► J but not JAYJAY!

3. What month is your birthday?
•► March si ikan kembar!

4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
•► black la. td da jawab da!

5. Name one of your friends.
•► kawan baek sy ialah Tee-N! sbb suoh letak 1 je, klu x, ade 10++

6. Your favorite number?
•► 13. very UNlucky

7. Do you like flying or driving more?
•► drive boley cilok. klu nek plane xboley kan? haaa. len la klu me Superman!

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more
•► Oshin. ahah. ocean la. mendamaikan mndengar deruan ombak

9. Think of a wish, but don’t write it


–Answers–
1. If you chose: Red: You are alert and your life is full of love. Black: You are conservative and aggressive. Green: Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue: You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love and give good advice to those who are down. Yellow - you are a very happy person..

2. If you’re initial is: A-K: You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. L-R: You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom. S-Z: You like to help others and your future love life looks very good.

3. If you were born in: Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will last forever. July-Sept: You will have a great year and will experience a major life- changing experience for the good. Oct-Dec: Your love life will be great, and eventually you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose: Black: Your life will take you on a different direction, it will seem hard at times but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change. White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person is your best friend

6. If it is: 1-50 you are a very lovable person and you have a great life* more than 50 is nothing

7. If you chose: Flying - You like adventure. Driving - You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose: Lake - You are loyal to your friends, your lover, and yourself. You are very reserved and not emotional. Ocean - You are spontaneous and like to please people sometimes.

na yang lagi menarik? visit:
http://vn247.net/flash/Color-and-Me.swf

SELAMATinggalKAMU!

LEAViN' - Jesse McCartney

Hey baby girl, I’ve been watching you all day (all day, all day, all day)
Man, that thing you got behind you is amazing (amazing, amazing, amazing)
You make me want to take you out and let it rain (let it rain, let it rain, let it rain)
I know you got a man, but this is what you should say
Why won’t you tell him that

I’m leavin', never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on that G-5, G-5

And we're leavin', never to come back again
So call your shorty and tell him you found a new man
The one that so, so fly
The one that keep you high
Have you singing all night like, like

Oooh oooh oooh (oh)
Oooh oooh
Man she gon' be singing (she gon' be singing like)
Oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh

Now if I talk it girl you know that I'ma walk it out (walk it out, walk it out, walk it out)
Man, I put my money, money where my mouth is (mouth is, mouth is, mouth is)
'Cause you're the baddest little thing that I’ve ever seen (ever seen, ever seen, ever seen)
So I'ma ask you one time if you got a man
Why don't you tell him that

I’m leavin', never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on that G-5, G-5

And we're leavin', never to come back again
So call your shorty and tell him you found a new man
The one that so, so fly
The one that keep you high
Have you singing all night like, like

Oooh oooh oooh (oh)
Oooh oooh
Man she gon' be singing
Oooh oooh oooh (she gon' be singing, oh, she gon' be singing)
Oooh oooh oooh (she gon' be singing, you got me saying))

Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress
Just tell him to the left, left, left
Don’t stress, don’t stress, don’t stress
'Cause we gone and we gone and we gone

No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you deserve nothing but the best
No stress, no stress, no stress
Girl you need to tell him that

I’m leavin', never to come back again
You found somebody who does it better than he can
No more making you cry, no more them gray skies
Girl we flying on that G-5, G-5

And we're leavin', never to come back again
So call your shorty and tell him you found a new man
The one that so, so fly
The one that keep you high
Have you singing all night like, like

Oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh
Man she gon' be singing
Oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh

She got me singing all night like, like, like, liiike

Oooh oooh oooh
Oooh oooh
Man she gon' be singing
Oooh oooh oooh (she gon' me singing, oh she gon' me singing)
Oooh oooh (she gon' me singing, girl you gon' me singing)

p/s: algu neh best sgt2! shuke la

Wishing You TWO All The Happiness!

suke nye saye!!
td bukak FS kawan lame me
Nurul Farhana Atiqah Mohd Rashid
aka Fhana name die
she was my roomate mase form 1
and classmate until form 3
quite close lah. ehe
me ingat lagi, mase me still at PASUM
she call me, crying
ckp y her bf dump her
kebetulan bf die tuw study kat AAJ
so near ngan PASUM
infact satu building actually
die mtk tlg tgk2 kan
mase tuw me still in a relationship lagi
after a year or so, me plak breakup
then die la tmpt me ngadu *sob sob*
u all tw x, until recently
die msh teringatkan her ex
first love. n from her words, me tw
she havent let go yet
kesian kat die
tp tadi bile me cek FS die
i saw, SHES IN A RELATIONSHIP, again!!
alas, die da get over everything
the best part is
her current bf neh lebeyh ++++ hensem compare to before
ehehe. mmg la rupe bukan segalanya but still... *winks*
so Fhana, i hope this tym will be forever ekk
aku doakan kao syg kuw!
n to Mr Farhan,
toloooooonnnggg jage kawan aku bek2
she was hurt, i dun want her to be hurt AGAIN!
GUDLUCK GUYS!

Baby Baby I'm On Fire!

new baby new baby
new kew?
2nd-hand-but-new-baby-to-me kot...
ehe. da dpt 50mm macro lens.
shuke nye kite!
yieehhaaa
gumbira nya rasa di ramadhan mulia ini
na ucapkan time kasih kat milol sbb tolong dealkan dgn harga y rendah
SAYAAAAAANG MILOL!
*smooch smooch*

ni la die syg kuw

cth gmba y di amek mggunekan my new baby

I will be OKAY!

::BETTER IN TIME -Leona Lewis::

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I believe in
And I know that time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you meant everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'ma be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
And even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

SORRYseemsTObeTHEhardestWORD

Sorry? xde maknenye.
owg kate bulan ramadhan ni elok maafkan kesalahan owg
dan mntk maaf atas kesalahan kite juge
mungkin for sum ppl boley la
but for me n this particular fella
no way
wpon die mtk maaf beribu kali
(mmg da byk kali pon die mtk maaf)
me xkan maafkan die
mmg la, bile owg da mntk maaf kat kite
itu da jadi antara kite n tuhan
tp tuhan jugak la tw
npe me xboley maafkan die
~ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY~
sempena bulan ramadhan & syawal y bakal menjelang neh
me SUMPAH
xakan maafkan die smpi bile2.
tu janji me ngan tuhan.

KesedihanDiRasaiBersama

td bukak blog sarah, ABSTRACTION OF MIND. sedih pulak bace her latest post. saye paham sarah. ape y awak rase, saye pon penah rase juge. teringat kat arwah atok. hmm. tapi ituw la, y da pergi xkan kembali. cume kite kene terus doakan roh mereka aman di sisi tuhan.

AL-FATIHAH!

RESEPIberbukaPUASA

sempena bulan puase ni, me akan mencadangkan beberape resepi kueh2 yang sedap n senang lah. ye la kan, klu na beli pon mahal n xsedap. so, for the first entry me na aja buat Buah Melaka. Teringat plak kat kg dulu, ade la tlg my aunties bwt kueh neh. so now, na aja plak!

BUAH MELAKA

Bahan2:

1) 1 bungkus tepung pulut
2) 1 cawan tepung gandum
3) 1 sudu garam
4) 1/2 sudu teh pewarna hijau
5) 2 helai daun pandan
6) Air secukupnya (adjust sendiri lah ye ikot amount tepung tuw)
7) 2-3 keping gula melaka dipotong dadu (kalau kat N9 die panggil gula anau)
8) 1 biji kelapa parut

Cara:

1) Campurkan kesemua tepung dgn air, pewarna dan garam sehingga menjadi doh
2) Gentelkan doh sebesar guli dan isikan gula melaka di tgh2. pastikan tepung tuw cover gula 100% ok!
3) Sementara itu, jerang air dlm periuk, masukkan daun pandan. pastikan air cukup utk cover sme bebola tadi
4) Masukkan bebola doh tadi ke dlm air mendidih. Bebola timbul bila masak. Angkat dan salutkan dengan kelapa parut

Sedia di hidang!

SELAMAT MENCUBA!

S.U.K.E.S.U.K.E

saje je na upload gamba. suke2
sbb xtw na buat ape lepas terawih neh
na tgk x?
jap eaaa...

gamba neh sme di amek 2 mgu lepas
kwn2 dtg for Ansara Rugby 7s
GO TYRANT!
wendu plak kat dowg
so letak la gmba nehh
enjoy ekk

p/s: td buat agar2 santan!!

PARTbyPART

[[PART I]]

Semalam Jimi da bg gamba si Alya
lame btol si Jimi develop gamba tuw. haih
tuw la. Amek pki RAW lagi
tapi xpe. berbaloi menunggu. sbb CHANTEK sgt!
Next tym me dpt job, me ajak awk lagi ekk
OK dear? =)

[[PART II]]

me na tny neh, penah x kowg rase
kadang2 kowg mcm miss sumthink
hati mcm xtenang jew sbb
pk pasal sumthink
not sure what is it
skng me mmg tgh rase cmtuw
xtw la. mmg ade several things happen lately
maybe psl tuw kot
na kate hepi, x. na kate sedeyh, x
mungkin hepi + sedeyh = hedeyh ;P
aduss. pening pale me pk bout this
stories y me dgr bwtkan me jd
mcm xtenang sgt. Jeles kew?
xla. na bwt ape jeles? gile ke?
me xna la mention apekebendenye kat sini
bia me n tuhan je tw
secret2. tp y pasti
"aku nggak tenang"

[[THE END]]

Im Dying

Title : Cinta Ini Membunuhku
Artist : D’Massiv

Translated by Ryan Octavianus

Kau membuat ku berantakan
You make me miserable
Kau membuat ku tak karuan
You make me awful
Kau membuat ku tak berdaya
You make me helpless
Kau menolakku acuhkan diriku
You reject me, ignore me

Bagaimana caranya untuk
How to
Meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu
shatter your frozen heart
Kusadari ku tak sempurna
I know I'm not perfect
Ku tak seperti yang kau inginkan
I'm not what you wanted

Reff:
Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu
You destroy me with your attitude
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakitiku
Don't you realise, you've hurt me
Lelah hati ini meyakinkanmu
This heart is tired convincing you
Cinta ini membunuhku..
This love is killing me

lets get LOMO!

lomo exhibition ape ituw lomo??lomography emphasizes on casual snapshot photographyade mcm2 characteristic sbnrnye such asover-saturated, off-kilter exposures, blurring, alternative film processingfisheye pon ade jugeade camera lomo yang boley amek 4 gamba skali gusade y record 4 step by stepbasically, lomo nih mmg fun photographyart sungguh piccas y di snapaltho dlm fotoshop pon boley buat skng nehh*hikhik*camera lomo y terdapat kat pasaran skang areHolga, Actionsampler, Frogeye, Oktomat, Pop-9, Fisheye, Colorsplash Flash, F-stop Bang n etcbyk sebenarnyeklu u all na beli or na cek out this type of what i wud call "entertainment"sbb lomo cams neh digelar toycamerau can go to either concept shops ie. Rooms or Foliomesti ade. u all gi tgk ye!but i wud say, mende neh mahal lahcoz ade special film, na cuci lagi, mhl kanbaek la gune camera digital biasa or in my case SLRthen masuk Lightroom & Photoshopgune action jeww. haha. senang keje kitena download actions plak bley cek out kathttp://www.deviantart.com/selamat mencube!!
contoh dr Fisheye y telah dicompile kan

I WONDER!

You are never given a wish
without being given the power to make it come true.
- From the book "Bridge Across Forever" - (by Richard Bach)

tak tw na tulis ape sebenarnye
hehe. ternampak pulak quote nehh
tertarik sgt. KAN?
cube halusi ye. it applies in all field.


sekadar gambar hiasan. me n Ikhe