najwala is confuse~

what the hell is PLURK?

sumone help!

hate it!

i hate girls

who tried so hard

wanted to look hot

and sexy

but turned out to be

blonde, cheap, filthy

BITCHES~

WEDDING.BLISS

there are sum pictas, 2 nites before the big day
while we are still doing lotsa preparation


kak nicci. ayah. kak nana. ateh


my fav pict.mereka kelihatan sgt gumbira


kami sentiase ade mase utk camera!!


us lagi!


ayah n wan


pak chek n aunty noni. hes ayah's older bro


ayah with his nephews in law, abg saiful n abg rafi


see see. ayah n pak chek look alike kan?


the pengantin blom lagi n pengantin lame na naek pelamin plak!

pictas around the wedding
most of it shot by Waqi


hehe... due gadis rajin. letak munge telor!


my niece, Alya. shes so cute like her Aunty Wawa. **lotsa ppl hate me coz of my cute-ness, but i dun care. im used to it~ LOL**


kazen2 kuw y gilew2. in the center is kak ina, next to her kak ida, infwont kak didi


kazen i juge. fara, kak didi n me!!


the bride. Fifi...


sadly gamba xclear. speedlite bwt hal. battery flat plak!


the groom, Saiful. sekali lafaz jew. tok kadi pon 2 kali. **tok kadi neves**


the bride, again!


bestman, Joe 4U2C, pengantin, n bridesmade a.k.a my kazen a.k.a Kak Nicci


us kazens again. kak nana, me n waqi! **u look like Jamal Abdillah with the bow c:**


Abg Fadzil!! he looks like hes gonna eat the sireh junjung. watch ur weight!! its not in ur diet~


ihihi. my family~~


hantaran from bride to groom!


us. mybe next tym, we'll be attending her wedding!!


sum of us are here. sum are not. anyway, enjoy!

i'll.be.loving.you.still

**refering to my previous post
i have come up with another one
a 2nd reply to her msg
to that gurl, just a friendly advice**

"look...
kao tglkan die, dats why ppl see dat u r d bad guy...
aku pon bukan pndai sgt dlm bab2 hati neh
tp ***, b4 kao buat keputusan ni
ade kao bwk bincang dgn die dulu?
state the probs n cr jalan penyelesaian sme2?
u shud do that dear, instead of the opposite.
aku tw cmne perasaan bile owg y plg kite syg
dulukan owg len b4 kite
tp kao kene pk gak
ade x perbuatan kao n kawan2 kao b4 ni y da sakitkan hati die
tp die tahan, sbb syg die kat kao
sbb die xna hilang kao over small matters.
mmg ade betul nye ape y kao ckp
jeles n terase n sakit ati
tp cube ingat
kebaikan die slame ni
xkan psl sminggu 2 tuw
hilang sme kebaikan die kat mate kao
psl 1 single matter
kao lupekan all the gud tyms kao ngan die?
mgkn kao xlupe
tp u need tym to take a break
aku paham. but dun wait too long
or u might regret it dear.
Cinta dtg skali je dlm hidup
if u lose it now, u'll lose it forever.
kao perlu syukur sbb ade org
y syg kan kao mcm die.
die byk berkorban utk kao.
die setia sgt ***... aku slalu ngan die
aku tw. mcm2 die cite kat aku
die xna hilang kao. die syg sgt kat kao
tp kadang2 ppl make mistakes
n utk seseorg y kite syg
kite perlu sedia maaf kan die
be considerate syg
ur a nice girl, klu x
xkan ***** boley syg kat kao.
semua org na their own life
disebabkan kao xde dkt ngan die
die kua lah ngan mmber
die ade mmber2 die aje kat sini
tu care die dgn kwn2
die baek ngan all his fwens
cam kao, kao pon ade ur own style wit ur fwens
mungkin die xsuke jgk care kao tuw
tp die xckp, die tolerate je
diff individual have their own ways
kao perlu paham die utk syg die ***...
psl tulis kat blog len tuw
maybe ur rite, mmg xptt die tulis cmtu
but hey
berbaloi x kao amek hati dgn 3 4 baris ayat tu
klu na dibandingkan dgn ur luv life for the past what...
3 4 years??
pk ye ***...
FORGIVE n FORGET
aku xna ***** rase ape y aku pnh rase
sakit ***, bile kite hilang org y kite syg
the person that we live for
the person that u wud give everything to
n aku pon xna kao rase ape y xptt kao rase.
aku xmemihak pd spe2 act
aku memihak pd keadaan~"

note to self: i gave others a very gud advice
but i seldom follow it!


::names had been censored for viewers discretion::

NOBODY KNOWS

"The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about
The love that we had
And I'm missin' you
And nobody knows it but me"

to the person, who had been left, i know how u feel, i've been there, but be sure, things are going to change, this phase of ur life is going to end either way - u go thru this successfully or u commit suicide. hold urself together, if u ever soften up thinking bout all the gud times, just remember, that that same person is the one who broke ur heart, who made u feel useless, who made empty promises and left u wondering when it will come true...

"How blue can I get
You could ask my heart
But like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now you know
I'll be lovin' you still"


to the person who left, without a reason, who made us melt in our shoes, who knocked us off our feet, who created dreams that haunt us every night, who made us live in a fantasy, who dun even care how we feel, who dun even mean all the words u said, who think our luv is just a game, one day u'll know how it is to lose the one u luv.

-->to a guy friend,
happy belated birthday,
forget the past,
and live today to the max
she sure will regret sumday
for leaving such a special person
like u
and at that time
remember that she dun deserve
a luv as pure
and u shud walk away
never to return again<--

with lotsa luv <3

devilish despair in FACEBOOK!

poking into Ahmad Murshidi's FB, i cudnt help but feeling kinda awkward. asking my self, "napelah byk sgt die letak gamba mamat nehh? that despicable brat!", rase sangat2 marah+rindu+menyampah+etc etc... RINDU? why the hell that i felt that? lebih2 lagi skang they all da buat satu album entitled "SERTING TYRANTS", where they put all the pics there. well done guys! and i cant quit staring at some. oltho i have suggested to Shidi to discard those piccas with him in it. But hey, shud they listen? NOT!! byk pulak tuw. da penat bagi comments. hah. xlarat na menaip di sana sini lagi. naseb baek xtag with awful names. guys, i still have some good in me lorh!

to those people y terlibat dlm album "SERTING TYRANTS" : load lahh byk2 lagi gamba tuw ye. meh aku komen! n one more thing, semoge berjaya for this coming ANSARA 7s. i will be coming!!!



p/s: xdijemput kew? dgr cite xfit... cmne na fit. GF dah dekat kan skng? mne leyh turun pdg lagi dah? mstilah dating jew slalu. no escape. rindu x mase boley training ptg n main futsal mlm2 , lepak ngan kawan2, kua xtentu arah smpi xde mase na call/msg, mase poket anda xmuat na msuk phone n tgk muvie tnpa gangguan dulu?

pp/s: dilantik jd photojournalist for TYRANT! i like. thnx u guys!!

HES.JUST.A.BOY

IF I WERE A BOY - BEYONCE

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

(Chorus)

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

p/s: to the boy out there who defies the luv i've always had!